Dear future boyfriend

       I will love you with my whole heart. I will take care of you and be there whenever you need me. I will be loyal and very appreciative. I will embrace every single moment we have. I will look forward to every date we plan and smile like a little kid at every text you send me. I will value and understand your alone time and will communicate my needs right from the start. I will plan a future with you and will look forward to it. I will always be honest with you and my smile will brighten your worst days. 

       I don’t ask much in return. I want your whole heart as well. I want you to be honest, loyal and affectionate. I want you to work on yourself as well. I want you to surprise me with flowers. A single rose every single morning. I want you to appreciate me. I want you to plan a future with me, roadtrips and vacations. I want you to hug me like I’m your whole world and smile every time you see me. 

       Dear future boyfriend, I promised myself that I will spend some time alone to get to know me better, to heal and take care of myself because I was feeling lost. I hope you’re taking care of yourself as well. It will take a long time till I find you because I am not ready yet. But I can’t wait to meet you.