No more lies

I want to believe the words you say

I want to feel your love

but something doesn’t feel right

I knew that all along.

My friends keep saying to stay away

that you are no good

I feel betrayed by the way

you were always so rude.

I keep questioning your love

if it’s even real

but even if it is

it’s not the love I wanted to feel.

You are making me feel bad

it seems like you’re always lying 

that’s why we should stay apart

I don’t want to keep trying.

I don’t know what’s going on in your mind

if you have any emotions at all

I don’t know if hurting someone makes you happy

and you just don’t have a soul.

You keep saying that you want to fix everything 

but those are just some words

you never acted any different 

but you got even worse.

I really don’t understand 

how easily you can lie to my face

keep telling me that I’m the one

you made these words go to waste.

Why are you pretending that you care

and want me to take the blame

but when I say that you didn’t show effort 

you find excuses every day.

I feel sorry for the next girl

who will cross your path

because I can get out of this

but maybe she can’t.

You said you’re sorry

You’ll make things work

but you just want me to fall for you

just once more.

This time I choose my peace

and let go of you

of all the lies you say

nothing was ever true.