How can I ever forgive myself?

How can I ever forgive myself

For letting anyone step on me?

For not having any boundaries?

For not respecting myself enough?

For being with people who don't appreciate my value?

How can I ever forgive myself

For not recognising my worth?

For not appreciating myself enough?

For making excuses for every bad action of others?

For staying in relationships too long even after they were not serving me?

For wanting the wrong person back in my life?

For not accepting rejection and just be free?

For waiting too long for someone to come back?

For wanting to prove my worth to others?

For wanting to be heard?

How can I ever forgive myself?